Brought to Light

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I’d like to start sharing more behind each piece I make, because the process and the truth revealed is really what it’s all about for me. I’ll start with this piece :) It is a double sided, two in one woven friend.

I wove this piece with the intention to display the yellow side, as it is the sister to a yellow-circled textile piece I made a few years ago. There’s a lot of stopping and starting in my art practice, always has been. I like to live with a piece and journey through the season I’m in with God and work out what’s going on inside me and what He’s teaching me through what I make. I never really know what I’m learning in the process, or what’s really truly going on inside of me and around me, even though sometimes I think I do. It’s only after time and space away from the season and the piece that I can see the truth. Art really is a way of knowing.

So! I wove this with the intention to display the yellow circle. I wove it during a season of massive transition and grief and also joy. I wove it in the early months after having my first child, after losing my dad suddenly to cancer. I wove it while living in a foreign country far from my family of origin and where I do not speak the local language (I still live here in Germany). I cannot stress how not graceful, but grace filled the season in which I made this was. Most days I felt so cracked wide open that it was impossible to hide from what I was carrying and where I needed healing. But, Jesus saw me in it and through it and he helped me.

While weaving the yellow circle, I didn’t trust myself on how I chose to construct it. I felt it was messy and that in it I exposed myself in some way that made me cringe. But, I stood by my initial decision and kept walking/weaving on towards the end of the piece. Mostly because I didn’t want to take the time to make it ‘perfect’. How funny that the woven underside, the messy side, the side I felt exposed something about myself I wanted to hide is now the side I most prefer. I find it’s more interesting, has more character, knows more so who it is and is more beautiful even.

My hope is that this piece helps you to also see that in all that’s come to the surface these past few months, that you’d be open and honest with yourself and with God about it. That you wouldn’t align with what Shame is telling you and instead that you’d be kind to the places you need healing and believe that you are loved especially when you feel unloveable.

I believe that in the process of it all you are becoming more interesting, your character more refined, that you’ll soon know more so who you are and that you are becoming even more beautiful— because at the end of the day it all starts with what’s inside. 

Artist in Residency at Textílsetur Íslands

This past February I had the opportunity to take time to slow down, to travel and to invest in myself as an artist and a person as an Artist In Residence at Textílsetur Íslands, the Icelandic Textile Center in Blönduós, Iceland. It was my first time visiting Iceland and my first time doing an artist residency. I spent the month weaving on old Countermarch looms, cooking all of my meals, taking walks around town and have since decided I will love Iceland forever and that I want to approach my life as if it were one big artist residency.

I'm still processing all the magic that took place in Blönduós, but wanted to share some photos with you in the meantime. I hope you enjoy and that they inspire you to act on what's been pulling at your heart strings. Take seriously the taking care of yourself. 

Frame Looms by Jason Stumpf

Not much is better than working on projects with friends that you admire.  To teach weaving classes on tapestry looms made by my friend and master woodworker - Jason Stumpf - is a treat I enjoy every time I tell my students where their looms came from.  Lucky for us Jason works with some of the best hardwoods, which makes our looms both beautiful and built to last. 

In an effort to cut our consumption of materials, Jason makes the looms out of hardwood scraps he has left over from his fine woodworking projects.  Side secret - I grew up with a few of Jason's custom pieces in my parent's house!  Life is cool.

Check out Jason's work here and here.  

Purchase one of Jason's tapestry looms in my shop!. 

Natural Bundle Dyeing at Norse Studio

The perfect sendoff for our beloved summer months.  

An afternoon spent under the trees learning how to bundle dye with natural dye material at ceramic artist Lauren Shoemaker's Norse Studio - Thank you to all the women who came to learn, to play and to share what's going on in their lives.